a collection of thoughts

“I want to stand as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all the kinds of things you can’t see from the center.” -Kurt Vonnegut

There is something completely universal about birth; it touches us all. You don’t have to be a mother or even a woman to engage with it. All humans are drawn to it, time and again.The stakes are just so high; at any point the outcome can switch from one of joy to terrible sadness. Birth is inherently dramatic.

—Pippa Harris (via theoceanslullaby)

psychedelic freak out party vs. this mom freaks out. Party.

When I was 20 I went to a “psychedelic freak out party” on a rooftop in Allston.  No one freaked out but things were pretty psychedelic.  

Today is the first day of the term and I am having my bi-monthly freak out about not finding a job in a year, the political clashes in regards to midwifery in comparison to my own views, and the shit ton of student loan debt that I will be accumulating.  Oh yeah, and I’m way to fucking deep to pull out now.

“You take a shit job for a year, do something you don’t like until you find something that you do.”

Somehow these words comfort me.  Honestly, they do.

“A Midwife Should Possess A Lady’s Hand, A Hawk’s Eye and A Lion’s Heart” -Aristotle

A Midwife Should Possess A Lady’s Hand, A Hawk’s Eye and A Lion’s Heart” -Aristotle

I want to stand as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all the kinds of things you can’t see from the center.

—Kurt Vonnegut (happy belated birthday)